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Name: Tiff
Country: Hong Kong
Metro: Hong Kong
Birthday: 2/2/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: FACEBOOK~~~ seriously...i dunno if i should put sing K here since i havent sing K for a LONG LONG time la~~!!!
Ah...i think i like wakeboarding ...but I havent only tried it ONCE!! well... its FUN!
If I say i like to STUDY...do i sound like a NERD?? well....besides study.... i like to party tooo!! so that balances out! YEA
Expertise: My expertise is..... this is hard.... um.... well.... ah..... dun really have any!!! SHIT!... maybe.... AH.... my expertise should be..... BBQ !!!! HAHA....
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  handsometiff
MSN: lawtiff@hotmail.com
Member Since:
8/21/2005
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| OMG! I fucking hate research paper!! I spent like DAYS on it and it is still going nowhere....
I fucking need this to be done like SOON........
I always think that these last two weeks of school are the hardest of the whole year, mainly because vacation is getting closer and I just dun wanna do anything academic. But at the same time, these two weeks of school are the most crucial weeks cuz of the finals. sigh....
Anson left already... I am not that sad about his departure because honestly, I am going to see him again in Hong Kong. I am actually more worried about Jessie on the other hand. Missing someone is tough. I have been through this kinda feeling for a few times and I know exactly how painful it can be. However, as being her friend, there is only so much that I can do to help, the rest of the remedy can only be depended on time and her strength. Hopefully, she is stronger than me in dealing with this agony.
Strangely, I suddenly get kinda upset about myself leaving Emory after next semester....
13 more days...!!!
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| I cannot believe that this coming spring is my last year in the US. I am actually kind of happy about it, because I really miss Hong Kong. After like 9 years, I can finally go back to a place where I call HOME.
However, I think I will miss the US a lot after I actually leave here... all these friends I have made over the years ... I prob won't see them again anymore!
That's why I want to become a pilot. I can travel around the world as my job, and traveling is definitely my favorite thing to do... I like it even more than shopping I would say! haha... but of course, almost ALL of my friends predict that I won't make it. I have confident, but not enough... I have faith, but it is fading... knowledge... which I lack... how big of a chance for me to become a pilot? I really don't know......
ONLY 19 more days until I land in HK...
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| Flying back to HONG KONG tmr!
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| I am not confused anymore. I am just purely sad now! I couldn't believe what I saw with my own eyes. I know, I understand that it always happens (or you always make it happens), and you have told me so many times, but still, it crashed my heart completely into dust when I actually saw it with my own eyes. Often times I asked myself, the worst part in life is that how come bad things always have to occur to you when you are experiencing HELL already? Does He have no pity on us sometimes? For most of the times, I seriously dunno how to deal with it, especially last night, I know very clearly what you are, and how you treated our relationship. As your actions stated, this is the conclusion I got from you: We are best friends, and nothing more. | | |
| Does friendship have boundary? The answer would probably be a definite "YES!"
Then, Does BFF that kinda friendship also have boundary? For the past few weeks, I have been really confused. I dun really understand completely the meaning of friendship, as well as how far can friendship takes you to in a relationship!? For me, the worst part is....What if.......when friendship trespasses its realm and slowly turning into a relationship and dependency, and eventually..... it heats up and triggering sparks of love! This is actually not the first time it has happened to me, but this current experience is definitely the most confusing one to me. Am I just thinking about it too much, like a self-fulfilling prophecy,
to satisfy my own desires by thinking the way I hope it to happen? But
its not just from my own eyes, because people surrounding me ar also
slowly confirming my doubts. However, I am still trying really hard to
disprove them, just for my own's sake, not to get hurt too bad at the
end. It is because people only witness some part of what is happening,
but I, myself, go through everything. Even though I am confused, there
are still many incidents tell me that they are all just false hope. I dunno what to do, I am seriously losing control of myself.... I can definitely say that I am emotional unstable right now, especially when I am drunk. I always get upset and mad whenever I drink these days, the only explanation is that I am a very jealous person, and the opposite of love is undoubtably HATRED. For most of the time, I wonder how can two great friends spend more time together than a couple, how... can a really good friend be treating each other better than a girlfriend and boyfriend to each other!? But, if u now tell me to give up everything I have right now, before the sparks become flame, I really don't have the courage to do it because I am scared of losing that last bit of happiness in my life, and letting loneliness to take over again.
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